Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Disgruntled.

Worked like crazy til 7 pm tonight only to find out an hour ago that I missed an integral piece of the job and have to redo it first thing tomorrow. So, it was all for nowt. The self-confidence that radiated from me at 7, faded into loathing and moody grumping by 10. Why can't I disassociate from work? Why do I feel a total failure when making simple mistakes? Why is it so hot? Will I ever find that bag I lost last year? Where is that secret knot? Who bumped my truck intentionally in the parking lot that day? Is my neighbor certifiably insane? Can anyone give me a good reason why I cannot tan? Did the dude who shot the last quagga feel bad about it? Can we save our "planet in peril"?
All these things I would love to know.

2 comments:

Heather said...

That stinks! Maybe one day you will answer all of life's mysteries and you will be so highly revered by your fellow man you will never have to work another day in your life. Someday.

Kristi said...

yeah, just like dooce. but do we really want her life? she sure wouldn't want mine! ;)